What a way to end the year!! I started the Runner's World Run Streak on Thanksgiving Day and did the last run of the year tonight. Tomorrow's 5K will be the last official day of the Run Streak - but I've already crossed over 100 miles just during the streak... I honestly can't believe I'm still in it - I figured I'd overdo it at some point and not be able to run. I did certainly learn the power of the easy run though! I'm very happy with that.
At the first of this year I was struggling so much physically and even emotionally. I was so unsure of what the year would bring and how much running I would be able to do. I've had several times when it was really tough-and-go and I've had a few forced vacations. But I'm finishing the year on a strong (and happy) note.
The challenges I faced this year have taught me a lot - really about myself; and they make this moment of victory just that much sweeter.
Let me start with what I have learned. I've learned my body can do a lot more if I treat it right; and that I'm worth it. This is my "race" and I'm the only one who can run my steps - easy or difficult - they are all mine. If you stick with it - you can do anything - maybe not the way you thought - or planned - or even wanted to do it - but you can still do it. Hope is still alive - even in the midst of pain - and sometimes you just have to stop. Stopping doesn't mean it's over. It means you look around and find another way - a different way - but a way! And when the struggles are harder than you imagined and complicated by multiple facets--- victory brings tears of joy. They just remind you that every step is a victory!
I think on this last day of the year I can honestly say this year - I won. It might not have been pretty or fast and maybe I didn't PR (on any race this year) but I won. I finished. I'm still going. I win.
This year I did only 22 races (low number for me) that was 10-5Ks, 2-8Ks, 5-10Ks, 4-Half marathons and one 11K. I placed in my age group in 4 of the 5 10Ks I did... this was the year of the 10K for sure! The picture of my 2015 medals says it all - Hello, my name is Jeanie and I'm a bling whore! lol
I'm actually looking forward to next year and I'm lining up my races. I'm starting with a NYD 5K and then adding a first ever trail race in January. I can't wait to see what I learn about running and myself in the year ahead! But no matter what - as long as I'm stepping -
At the first of this year I was struggling so much physically and even emotionally. I was so unsure of what the year would bring and how much running I would be able to do. I've had several times when it was really tough-and-go and I've had a few forced vacations. But I'm finishing the year on a strong (and happy) note.
The challenges I faced this year have taught me a lot - really about myself; and they make this moment of victory just that much sweeter.
Let me start with what I have learned. I've learned my body can do a lot more if I treat it right; and that I'm worth it. This is my "race" and I'm the only one who can run my steps - easy or difficult - they are all mine. If you stick with it - you can do anything - maybe not the way you thought - or planned - or even wanted to do it - but you can still do it. Hope is still alive - even in the midst of pain - and sometimes you just have to stop. Stopping doesn't mean it's over. It means you look around and find another way - a different way - but a way! And when the struggles are harder than you imagined and complicated by multiple facets--- victory brings tears of joy. They just remind you that every step is a victory!
I think on this last day of the year I can honestly say this year - I won. It might not have been pretty or fast and maybe I didn't PR (on any race this year) but I won. I finished. I'm still going. I win.
This year I did only 22 races (low number for me) that was 10-5Ks, 2-8Ks, 5-10Ks, 4-Half marathons and one 11K. I placed in my age group in 4 of the 5 10Ks I did... this was the year of the 10K for sure! The picture of my 2015 medals says it all - Hello, my name is Jeanie and I'm a bling whore! lol
I'm actually looking forward to next year and I'm lining up my races. I'm starting with a NYD 5K and then adding a first ever trail race in January. I can't wait to see what I learn about running and myself in the year ahead! But no matter what - as long as I'm stepping -
Every Step's A Victory

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